Grrrrrrrrr...

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Registered: 02-03-2005
Grrrrrrrrr...
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Thu, 03-10-2005 - 7:07pm

I am having one heck of a week! I am soooo stressed and it shows in my journals. I am starting to eat and I want to eat more! I missed almost all of last week because my son had the chicken pox. That put me way behind with paper work and assessments. I am trying so hard to get my kids tested because report cards are due. Today, a co-worker came back from maternity leave and I have been dreading it. She is the most selfish, insensitive, cruel person in the world. She loves to call you out in front of children and humiliate you. Of course my day was started off with that. I didn't call her on her birthday (we aren't even close!) and she was sending messages through her assistant that I was in trouble. Today, she told me I'm on "thin ice and I hope you know that" all because I said, "welcome back". Yes, people, this is a grown woman talking like this. I am very non-confrontational. I will kiss your butt all day. I don't understand people like her. So, I have been overly emotional today. It was a terrible start to an already stressful day. I just wanted to vent and cry a little. Sorry:( Tomorrow is a new day, I'll try to start fresh. By the way, I didn't come home and eat and nap like I wanted. I did Tae Bo and kicked her butt! lol

Theresa

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Registered: 03-10-2005
Mon, 03-14-2005 - 10:58pm

Bless your heart!!!

I have days like that. Right now, I'm going back and forth with my parents. Daddy has terminal cancer...and momma just had a breast removed. My husband works non stop 8 days a week, 25 hrs a day. I also work shift work, and just got my long awaited promotion...I'm so happy with it, I thank God everyday, but, live in fear that I might screw up and go back to where I was...which would be hell on earth. I'm within 4 yrs of retirement...without the promotion I was looking to quit. I was at the end of my rope.

I thought it couldn't get any worse than daddy getting sick, and seeing him suffer so. then, momma got it. She is such a kind, beautiful lady and don't deserve it. It breaks my heart to know she has to endure some things daddy does...we are very close, she is my best friend. Our lives will never be the same. If I hear a song, or think about it long enough, I cry...I don't want people to see me cry, so, I eat to divert my attention.

But, I know that hasn't done any good. I've gained more weight, and can hardly get around without wearing myself, or my back and knees hurting.

Didn't mean to unload on you on your nickel. I just want you to know, I feel your pain, and hope things will be better for you in the morning.

Take Care,

Stacy

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Registered: 08-31-2004
Tue, 03-15-2005 - 9:33am
Stacy---you do have your hands full!

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