I've been a bad, bad girl....
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| Fri, 04-01-2005 - 1:46pm |
I have blown it...yesterday was one of those crappy days...I felt bad all day long, had a nagging headache, was so tired, had to take momma to the Dr that put her mediport in, had to come to work...make an evidence tape scanning 6 hours, all 4 frequencies and all the telephone conversations involving a police involved shooting. I was here till after 1 a.m. and I get off at midnight!!
So, I ate and ate and ate...everything from left over fortune cookies, and stale packs of fast food salad croutons and a half of candy bar and 2 paks of peanut butter crackers. When I realized what I was doing, I had to laugh at myself...I considered "hound-dogging" it. You know, scrounging through the garbage can. Not really, but the thought popped into my head as to what else I could do.
Today, I haven't been better either...I'm about to drop dead fred, But, at least due to the hour I was here last night, I get to leave at 11 tonight...
Breakfast was a bust, so was lunch...coulda been better for supper choice, but it's gonna stop there after I eat it. It's turkey loaf, mashed potatoes with smart balance marg. and the gravy that came with the meat, left over salad artichokes, and a snack cup of mandarin oranges. Right now, I'm so thirsty I can drink a river, so, that may help me out some.
Oh well, thanks for letting me vent...
Stacy~

Stacy:
Hi Mikiya here:
Don't beat yourself up just chalk it up to stress and exhaustion and begin again. The good part about life is that each day is new and fresh. You can always start again. Don't give up.
Mikiya