Well, I want to lose weight because I know it is not healthy for me to eat the way I do or be as big as I am. I hurt my ankle last year, and as I've gotten bigger, I've had more and more problems with it and my knees. I'm 22 years old--way too young to be having these problems. I also want to be able to wear most of my old clothes which range in size from 16-20s. Lately I have had a very hard time finding the motivation to get back in shape, but a few things have helped jump start my motivation. First off, none of my clothes fit. Secondly, my boyfriend agreed with me the other day when I said my butt must be getting bigger because an old pair of shorts didn't fit. Also, my friends' four year old son looked at me the other day and said "Aunt Staci is fat"...talk about blunt. I know I need to get a handle on my constant eating too, because I have gotten into the habit of always eating something, whether it be candy, cereal, whatever is handy, just out of boredome. I don't think I even know what hungry or full even feels like anymore. And to top it off, the other day my boyfriend even took a box of candy that I was eating the other day out of my hands--I was eating it on our way out to eat dinner. I've never been like that before and I don't like feeling the way I do. I also have lost some interest in a physical relationship because I don't want to have to take my clothes off.
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because I don't want to die.
grim, but true.
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