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a horrible revelation
| Fri, 06-17-2005 - 8:31am |
I finally weighed myself yesterday, first time since about November.
OMG...my weight estimate was 20 lbs off! I weigh the same now as I did when I was at the END of my pregnancies (280)! I feel horrible, and I don't know how I let myself get so out of control. I really need to make a life altering change...I can't let myself continue like this. I can't believe I'm so close to 300 lbs. I don't even feel like myself anymore.
And even scarier - I feel like I've lost weight in the last week and a half. So how much worse WAS I?? I am so ashamed, and embarrased.

Melissa: