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Registered: 01-22-2004
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Tue, 07-26-2005 - 11:39am

Thanks to all of you for all your posts - specifically in response to me but also in general! I'm loving being here already. You all help me realize that even though I'm the largest person I know and no one here understands me, I'm only alone IRL - there are others online with me. The support is going to be key for me I think since I'm feeling so alone right now. (My 8yr old son had to go spend the last 6 weeks of summer with my boys' dad and his new family. Though I got to keep the 'baby' who is really 2.5, I feel like I can't breathe when I think about how I miss my first baby and how he's having 'family' time there that doesn't include me...I DON'T want my ex back, I just don't want to be forced to be a part time parent because of his behaviors that caused our divorce) Needless to say that more than ever, I stupidly eat out of loneliness,comfort, etc and need to stop.

Melissa

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Registered: 05-25-2005
In reply to: lissa3g
Tue, 07-26-2005 - 12:06pm

Oh Melissa:

I'm so sorry you're going through this difficult time.

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Registered: 06-17-2003
In reply to: lissa3g
Tue, 07-26-2005 - 7:14pm
Hang in there Melissa, he will be home before you know it. Take these next few weeks to concentrate on yourself. I am sure as a single parent you don't get much time for yourself. Take care. sharla