I'm here....

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Registered: 10-25-2004
I'm here....
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Mon, 08-08-2005 - 12:17pm

Ok girls, I'm here like I said I would be today. I am determined to get back on track wiht my eating/weight loss plan. I just have to make it through today, then I can worry about tomorrow.

I have to admit that I am feeling very depressed right now. It has been coming on for a couple of weeks, but right now I just want to cry. For no reason in particular, but then again because of everything. I know that alot of this is just normal PMS, but being so bad on my diet lately has helped make it twice as bad. Neil and I had a little weekend getaway to Minnesota/Wisconsin, and it was fun, but today I woke up and just felt like he didn't want to be with me and he didn't love me anymore and I was afraid he was going to tell me that. I know that I am feeling this way partly because I don't want to be with me and I don't feel like I love myself right now, but it's very depressing. I know that all of this is going to be so hard as it is, I just don't know if I'm up to dealing with all of my insecurities too.

I'll probably be leaning on you guys heavily for support in the next few days...I hope you're up to it!

Staci


 


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Registered: 05-25-2005
Mon, 08-08-2005 - 12:22pm
(((((HUGS)))))) Staci.

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