Slinking back in....
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Thu, 08-25-2005 - 10:37pm |
I haven't been around the board much lately, even to lurk...but it is way past time to refocus and get my growing butt back in gear!
Confession time... I was down to 235 LAST August. From then through the holidays I put back on 11 lbs. Somehow managed to maintain that for almost a year. It sucked cuz I wasn't losing, though admittedly not trying as hard as I could, but at least I was staying mostly the same. Until about a month ago... DH was laid off from his job and with him being around the house and being depressed there is a lot more junk around the house. I know it is all my fault for eating it and also not exercising as much as I should, I just haven't done much to fight the temptation. But, the other day I weighed in at 255. It was right before that TOM so I'm hoping some of it was water retention, but it doesn't matter what it is made of, a 20 lb gain is totally unacceptable to me. I feel sick knowing I've let this happen to myself. I told myself I would NEVER weigh more than 250 lbs again, and yet here I am...
So, I'm back. Even if I don't have much time to post I'm at least going to read the board daily to constantly remind myself that I HAVE to get back into better eating habits, right now!
Amanda
285/255/235 (for now)
Amanda
mom to Ethan (7), Ryen (6), and Katelyn (2)