Wondering How Not To Hurt Myself....

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Wondering How Not To Hurt Myself....
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Tue, 09-20-2005 - 12:58am

Another sad post from me. I know.

I braved looking at my weight chart, and saw just how heavy I was when I began.

I shouldn't have looked. Ugh. I became so depressed. Oh well. I guess I should keep going, huh?

But, now I want to crash diet so badly....

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Fri, 09-23-2005 - 12:29am

LOL you know, I've actually thrown a scale? Not into a wall, because patch work is a b*%#!, but out the window. It felt empowering.

I hate looking at pictures of myself, and I always hide from the camera. Men don't get it, do they? I guess they think they're making you feel better by saying you look fine, but... they don't get it.

Well, I'm trying not to relapse. You're post was very kind! Thanks for the inspirational words. :)

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