hmm..dang it

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Registered: 06-11-2006
hmm..dang it
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Tue, 06-27-2006 - 2:48pm

ok people. this is what's going on. i had a bad weekend. (well somewhat good) but ok here's the story. my mom came into town to visit. she brought her boyfriend and his 12 year old child with her. i was forced to meet him. my parents have been divorsed for 3 years, but i'm still not ready to see them dating yet. that went fine. but because i was in an emotional situation all weekend, eating correctly was out of the question or out of my mind, one of them. like this child is so horrible; i was forced to drink because of her. or to loosen my senses so i wouldn't throw her off a cliff. we got to a resturant and i was like "vodka martini no olive" and i had two of those and a fuzzy navel. so i was shoving anything in my mouth. this had led to a bad erie feeling that still is present today. i think i might go to the counslors on campus to go hatch out so issues i'm probably bottling up.

my eating is fine during the day then i get home and i want to consume everything and anything. and i don't want to work out because i've had a head ache since saturday (and it's not from the alcohol). i'm fairly lost right now.

-Audrey
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Registered: 03-01-2006
In reply to: rockhoundess
Tue, 06-27-2006 - 7:49pm

Audrey, I'm so proud of you, shaving calories off your martinis by passing up the olives... excellent woman!

Seriously, I hope that things are improving for you. Getting your "issues" out of your head and onto a professional's shoulders can be a very positive idea, too... just realizing your triggers and having options available for dealing with them can be so empowering. And remember how strong you've been in these last weeks, and how you've moved forward on your own, making progress towards your goals. You can get through this. And you will!

Misha

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Registered: 06-11-2006
In reply to: rockhoundess
Wed, 06-28-2006 - 11:17am

haha i didn't even think of shaving calories! i just don't like olives...

i'm a constant worrier (sp?). and it's starting to interfer with things. my sister has a degree in physcology and she says that's when behaviors need to be attended. so as soon as i a can, i'm going.

for the over eatting i've been doing the last two days, i just have to put my mind elsewhere like my homework and such. and just keep busy and out of the kitchen. if i'm in the kitchen, that's when i'm like ""ooooh tasty" and i consume beyond my limit. (except when i'm doing dishes).

-Audrey

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Registered: 01-25-2006
In reply to: rockhoundess
Wed, 06-28-2006 - 12:06pm

Good luck working through the things bothering you and getting back on track

angela

 

Angela

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Registered: 02-06-2006
In reply to: rockhoundess
Thu, 06-29-2006 - 7:55am

I hope you're feeling a little better now and I hope you can work things out a bit.


Vodka Martini.. mmmmmm ... I like to have a drink every now and then, but I've been avoiding this because I usually eat the house when I drink. I used to drink a lot during college.. I so miss college


Never mind my posts I'm not making much sense. I just came out from a long meeting and my head is spinning. I'll be talking nonsense for an hour or so until I recover. This is the beauty of work.. it gives you the same affect as alcohol LOL

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Registered: 03-01-2006
In reply to: rockhoundess
Thu, 06-29-2006 - 8:46pm

I think I want your job, Mary!