Having a bit of a hard time....
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| Wed, 08-23-2006 - 9:03am |
Emotionally, I am all over the place right now. I have some "personal things" going on that are dragging me down! I can't seem to concentrate on anything right now...either I don't want to eat at all or I want to eat everything.
Bright side is I went to the eye dr yesterday and she says that my eyes are probably the culprit causing the migraines. SO next week when I get glasses it should get better slowly!! I was pretty much blind after they dilated my eyes for a few hours!! Told me that since my eyes were so light in color it was possible it would make me feel sick. Never heard that one before, but then again I went in there with a borderline migraine and come out with a full-blown one. THANK GOD I came home took pain meds went to sleep for 30 min and when I woke, miraclously I was better!! That is unusual for me.
Anyways, don't be suprised if I am not on much, while I struggle with my inner demons!! I guess with the stress of the kids going back to school, my going back to school, job hunting, and everything else, well it has just finally got to me. This weekend is Tiffi's party and I have to get the house ready for that, and frankly I am just not into it. I feel guilty when I realize that because she deserves a party, but I really don't want all those people at my house!!! Especially when I think of the mess I will have to clean up...Bless her heart, what with school starting back and all, I didn't even start planning her party til a little over a week ago. Usually I have everything together a few weeks before and invites go out 2 weeks before, but this time, well invites went out a week before!!
So there I am in a nutshell, down in the dumps and trying to keep my head above the water. I am still trying to drink my water, but I didn't do well yesterday at all, I had intended on drinking 32 oz M and T and then upping it to 48 W and Th and drink 64 oz Friday. I didn't drink but maybe 8 oz yesterday, SO today I need to drink 48 oz regardless.
Here is to surviving the week without going crazy :)~





Oh Angela, you must be so frustrated! I hope the glasses are the answer. Those drops almost always trigger a migraine for me. (My doctor told me that light eyes dilate faster and stay dilated longer. My DD has very dark brown eyes and she needed to have the drops twice to get hers to dilate enough for the exam.) I usually wear my sunglasses the rest of the day and stay indoors. I look ridiculous, but the light is painful!
Maybe the most you should be asking of yourself right now is to stay in check and just do your best not to go overboard? When you are ready to concentrate again you might really trick your body into gear again. Hang in there sweetie! Annie
Great news about the glasses and the chance to stop those migranes!!! Looks like you're going through some hectic time right now.. I'm going through a very busy week myself (I'll be posting a vent about that shorty LOL)
Here's to staying sane!
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