Hi everyone- I am back
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| Tue, 09-05-2006 - 9:53pm |
Hi! I have been out of town- and unable to log on while at work- well I am finally back in sync- and back online. This weekend at my parents hosue did not go as I intended-- I didn't excercise, ate poorly, and drank way to much! I started my TOM yesterday- and was simply ravenous for food today-- I had chips and pizza (at least it was veggie) I have made a commitment to myself and God to get back to track starting right now. I will get up and go to the gym tomorrow- despite the cramps. I will eat the menu I planned- and not binge at my church group tomorrow night. I will be more energetic and perky at work- because I like myself more that way.
I need to help in staying strong on another front. I have the baby fever. My locig self tells me to wait-- I have only been married 6 months, and we have so many things we want to do together before we bring a baby into the world. (Not the least of wich is lose 135 lbs) Usually I am the one who is --aww look at the baby, I want one...well tonight- DH- out of the blue says-- yeah I kinda want a baby now!!! WOAH! So I need to remember that I know in my heart it is not the right time- and not let my selfish desire for a baby win-- because of that very reason-- I am way to selfish right now to have a baby!! anyway- sorry for the rant.. I hope everyone is doing grand!

Rant away, Kelli, we're here to listen.
Voice of experience here:
I'll second that...
I sooo here you because for a strange reason that baby fever is starting to rub this way.. I mean for both of us dh & me.. and it doesn't help that my sister had a baby 6 months ago.. she's too cute to resist LOL.. In my mind I want to wait till I"m a bit smaller because last time towards the end of my pregnancy I was hardly able to walk and my bp was all over the place.. (I started at about 190 lbs but ballooned to 260 by the end.. quite a record huh?)
Why don't you set a reasonable goal? I mean you don't have to wait until you lose all the weight you know.. maybe set a goal AND a date and once you reach it you can start
Hang in there
Could be worse gals......You could have that fever knowing you will never have more?? I have 3 but still the older ds gets the more I want, and I really do miss that sweet baby stage. I know lots with new babies they are just too far away. LOL I got fixed after Ds due to having a rough time with my last two and the fact that dh said 3 was enough and I can't take BCP!! LOL Oh well...........
Then there are times I am glad I am through and can't wait for the kids to get a little older so we can have a little couple time without them...LMAO DD is finally getting to the maturity level and such I can leave middle one with her, then that leave ds. LOL
Oh well....jsut another rambling from me..................
Angela
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