Wanted to check in - not doing well
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| Wed, 09-27-2006 - 7:19pm |
Hi Everybody - Sorry I haven't been here in awhile. I am Bipolar (manic-depressive) and my disorder has been in high gear the past week or longer. I'm in what's called a mixed episode where you experience a little bit of mania and depression at the same time. Unfortunately, mine comes with paranoia. For example, lately, I'm worried that if I leave my straightening iron plugged in it will set the house on fire. I'm worried that people are talking bad about me behind my back. Whenever I take my dog for a walk I'm constantly looking for other dogs in fear that we'll get attacked. I know it's crazy right? Last night I thought I heard rocks being thrown at my window (even though in reality it was probably just a plant rubbing up against my window). Anyway, long story short my pdoc prescribed me a medication to be used for anxiety. I haven't noticed a huge difference since I started taking it yesterday. We'll see..........
My eating has been horrible probably because of the symptoms I have been experiencing related to my disorder. Please keep me in your prayers. I'll come back when I can. Good Luck in your weightloss efforts and h ave a good night.
Take Care, Jena
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Please take care of yourself and know that we're thinking about you. Know that we're here when you're ready to get back to things. All the best, Annie
Jena, I'm fairly new, so I don't know if we've posted to each other before. I just wanted to offer you a big (((hug))) and say that I hope the medication helps. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Take care of yourself,
Kaelynn
Angela
Angela
Hi Jena. I'm sorry that you're going thru a rough time right now. I do have some experience with BP. My mother is BP and I am a dx'd BP2 w/rapid cycling. While what you've described sounds alot like what my mom experiences, I guess I consider myself very lucky to not have the severity of what you go through. I know that living like this feels unsurmountable but please just know that there are people here who care for ya. It's good you started with a new med, but remember it may take some time to adjust, so hang in there! Be patient with yourself, the weight loss thing can happen when you feel strong enough to tackle it. I know there's always room here for when you're ready to come back and do your thing. In the meantime, just stay safe and take care of yourself.
♥danielle
Hang in there!