The Binge Affair
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| Fri, 11-17-2006 - 10:44am |
Well, I did great yesterday until I went to my Gram's and spent the night. I brought a snack because I know how many goodies she has there. Did I eat it - NO!!! I ate two pieces of american cheese, pretzels and about 5 cookies. I am so aggrevated with myself right now. This whole diet thing is so hard. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever get to my goal. I have such a long way to go and I can't seem to quit with the late night eating. I want McDonalds like all the time. I haven't given into that desire so I guess that's good. I just can't seem to get it together and I'm starting to hate myself for it. My medication change for the Bipolar Disorder has been kind of rough. I have to get up at 6 AM to take my nerve pain medication and my Bipolar meds then go back to bed and I sleep until about 10 AM. I hate sleeping that late, but I just can't help it the pills really knock me out. That's why I have to get up so early to take them otherwise I would sleep the day away. Things have got to get better....they just have to.
Take Care, Jena
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Angela
Angela
con't be so hard on youself.. you can't eat healthy all of the time.
just think of it this way...
It could've been worse, you could've eaten 10 cookies and had ice cream with them.
just take it day by day and hour by hour if need be.
Sara
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Hugs
Neet