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Registered: 07-20-2003
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Tue, 02-20-2007 - 7:45am

The lawyer started to im me on offline messages :( saying I spoiled it, then saying a bunch of other crap. I ignored the last message, just ended up crying. I'm hoping he leaves me alone now. Stupid moron.

Anyway. other than that, I'm feeling A LOT better and ready to get back to my normal eating habits. I put on 5 pounds over the last few weeks. I'm frustrated with myself, but I am not going to beat myself up for it. because even though I gained, I still was conscious of what I was eating, and made some good decisions along with the bad. The gain could have been a lot worse than 5 pounds. but I'm ready to get totally back to normal, stopping with the sweets and junk food, I was chowing down, and making the better choices. Last night was my last pig out. I ate a half of a pizza :-S I'm not proud of myself, but this morning I'm still so full, that I am definitely ready to knock it off and get back to my eating habits of the last year and a half.

I miss my walking though :-( I hate winter. I'm trying to do other exercises, but I end up crashing on my couch and frowning at the equipment. Like it is the equipments fault for being there, lol. I want to take up Belly Dancing. I just wish I had someone to do it with.

Any of you guys in the Philly area? Wanna do it, with me?? :)

~ Kim
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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: kimmarie021170
Tue, 02-20-2007 - 9:19am

Kim,

Glad to hear that you're doing okay, but I really want to get my claws into that JERK! I hope he'll leave you alone!

I think one of the hardest things to accept in this journey is that there will always be an ebb and a flow. You're NOT off track, you've just had a detour. Correctable and a chance to learn for the long term. (Can you tell this is my current mantra?) You've done so well, this little blip isn't going to deter you!

Wish I could join you for belly dancing. I'm in PA too, but all the way in Pittsburgh. Maybe we can find a class in Carlisle? LOL

Hang in there! Great to know you're doing better.

Annie

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Registered: 06-23-2003
In reply to: kimmarie021170
Tue, 02-20-2007 - 3:35pm

Oh I want to learn to belly dance too, but I live in Central VA, all tho with this week being the way it is, I am almost ready to move anywhere else!

Kim

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Registered: 02-06-2006
In reply to: kimmarie021170
Wed, 02-21-2007 - 7:59am

That lawyer sounds like a total jerk. Don't even think about what he's saying, it's not worth to dwell on something a jerk said.


Congratulations on getting back on track. And congratulations on being in control for the past weeks even if not in full control. As you said, and we all know, if you gave yourself excuses it would've been much worse.


Oh and if you're ever in Egypt we can take bellydancying together LOL

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Registered: 01-04-2007
In reply to: kimmarie021170
Wed, 02-21-2007 - 12:17pm
Kim--I so want to do the bellydancing thing too. Too bad we live 4000 miles apart. I think I am gonna get a dvd and try it out in the non embarrassing comforts of my own living room, lol