Having a hard time with my personal life
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| Tue, 02-20-2007 - 3:14pm |
I do believe my H may possibly be cheating on me. This is so hard to even type and no this is not the first time. He actually slept with my best friend, who is no longer my best friend. He gives the excuse they did not finish so to him I think it does not count. Then the week of our Anniv, he tells me a friend of his who has been a friend since before we were dating, offered to let him live at her place and even offered to be more than friends if he would like. This was last summer when we were contemplating splitting up and he has always maintained that they are just friends. He thinks I was threatened by that. No I did not like the fact that they would go out dancing and drinking till all hours of the night while I was home raining his kids. Now he has a friend at work that made him a cd and while my mind told me not to listen to it and I did not listen, this is not a cd you make for a friend. I have not confronted him cause he tends to try and make me look like the bad person. I have seen too many half emails and IM's to know it is all a work relationship. I love this man we have been married for 16 years and have 4 children together. The thing that kills me is every time I feel comfortable in our relationship and give him my trust. I find something out. He thinks I have never trusted him and I have many times. I feel like someone has ripped my heart out.
And while I would have turned to bad food and a trip to DQ would be great. I am staying to my good way of eating. Although food does not like me very much and I dehydrated myself yesterday. I am much better today.
Thanks for listening. I have noone to really talk to, my mom is here but going through sone medical issues and I do not want to worry her.
Kim

BIG HUGS!!!
I'm so sorry your going through this, That has got be so hard. Sorry I don't have any wonderful words to help you through this, but just know I'm here to talk to anytime
I'm so sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time. I wish I could give you some simple advice, but you know more than anyone how complicated things are. Have you ever asked him to go to counseling with you? I have friends who had great results. She started seeing a marriage therapist without him and eventually he decided to join her. They are doing great now. Just a thought. Hang in there! Annie
I'm sorry that you are having such a difficult time in your personal life right now.. Great job for staying on your plan even though you want to eat your troubles away.
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