What is wrong with me?????

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-24-2007
What is wrong with me?????
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Tue, 04-03-2007 - 6:54pm
I don't understand what my deal is!!?? Why do i constantly sabotage myself? Why can't I maintain the desire to lose weight. Of course it's always in the back of my mind, and recently that's where it's been staying. I mean not even a week ago I was all gung-ho and ready to do it right this time, and I've already let myself go. I can't do it, I dont know how to do it.I can't convince myself that I even deserve to do it. I've failed so many times in the past, so why should this time be any different. Help guys. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired and depressed. All I want to do anymore is sleep, because i don;t feel like dealing with anything, and yeah I know that that is not the answer. BUt I ust don;t know how to want this more. Much less can i even understand why I don;t want it more. What is wrong with me.

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iVillage Member
Registered: 02-26-2007
Sat, 04-07-2007 - 11:47am

That's WONDERFUL! I am so happy to hear your story. It makes me feel like it can be done. I got to my all-time high weight of 329 Lbs and I couldn't believe it.

Be a success story LADIES!

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