Just don't have the will power

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Registered: 06-16-2003
Just don't have the will power
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Fri, 04-13-2007 - 1:32am
It's just be so hard to eat right, to exercise and just basically stick to a plan. To be honest, I haven't stuck to a plan since January. I hate starting over, absolutely hate it. I want to feel refreshed and feel good about myself. I'm so tired of being fat and feeling paranoid about how others look at me. Just feeling like I want to conquer the world and loose this weight. I want to stop buying the junk food and eating chocolate and stop drinking regular pop but I have said it before and I will say it again, it's hard for me. I don't know if it's my depression and how I just stay up late and sleep all day till the evening time, but I don't have the energy to do the right thing. The right thing is to exercise, drink lots of water, and spend my day doing something useful. I'm feeling down about a lot of things that has nothing to do with my weight, just down about my life. A few weeks ago I thought spring was finally here and I was going to take advantage of it and get out and walk a lot with my MP3 player. I atleast want to look half way decent for the end of the summer. Can anyone here help me feel better about myself? Please help, I'm going crazy. TIA Susan

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Mon, 04-16-2007 - 1:30am
SJ,
What a excellent idea because I love to use notebooks too! I will definately try it. Thanks so much! I know I will begin to feel better about myself and I appreciate the fact that you believe in me. -Susan

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