Where do I start? I eat when I'm happy,
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|Sun, 10-04-2009 - 2:02pm|
sad, to celebrate and when I'm mad! It's that awful cycle. I have ZERO support, well my hubby will support me by taking "fat" foods right out of my hands, my obese MIL will tell me what a good job I'm doing as she downs 4 donuts and my children say "just don't eat fat foods and you'll lose wight". That's my support, is that support? I want to get the lap-band but I have to lose weight first, like 20 pounds. The problems are:
(1) I have 8 kids, so food is always in my life.
(2)I have Fibro, arthritis and back problems that make it very painful to do your everyday exercises. Just watching Biggest Loser makes me hurt. OUCHY
(3)I'm scared to death of the excess skin hanging from my body.
(4)I do great for days then I lose my willpower.
HELP!!!! I have gained 110 pounds in 14 years, well probably in 9 but it's been 14 years now. I don't like myself on the outside which effects the inside. I wish I could hold my head up high like the ladies on More to Love, they are so beautiful.
I'm sorry having one of those days. Hope to talk to you soon. I do have to say it has been 3 days and no sweets or soda!!!
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Mom of children with disabilities: BiPolar, Autism, PTSD, ADHD, learning, PICA, Sensory Integration, grandiosity and strong willed child.
~~~~~~~~Childrens ages: 21, 21, 15, 13, 10, 7, 5 & 20m. Plus Grandma to 10 months old.~~~~~~~~