Just completely frustrated...
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Just completely frustrated...
| Mon, 10-13-2003 - 7:42pm |
discouraged and feeling a little blue. I went to see my friendly GP this evening. Certainly no good news there. He has changed my medication yet again because a. it's not working b. it's depleting my salt level. So I'm back to the original drug except with more mg and a new medication of something called Toprol-XL. Of course I was listening while he was explaining but still not quite sure I listened hard enough. So I need to do a little research. We got into a bit of a discussion about the headaches I've been experiencing and I now get to go for an MRI of my brain and sinuses. Wonder if they'll find anything new and exciting in there? And I got home just in time to hear that DH had chest pains this morning....he has himself completely worked up about our son's exploits this weekend and how somehow it relates back to him as a bad father. Usually he's the one screaming and yelling and me thinking I'm the bad parent but I'm the furious one and my parenting skills had nothing to do with his stupidity. So enough said on this subject. I going to go do some research on my drug of the week and hoping that this one will work without all the great side effects to go with it.
I'm really sorry to be on such a negative side of life. I'm reading so many upbeat posts and everyone trying to focus on good things but I'm just really not feeling it at the moment. I'm really trying to do the right things but things just don't seem to be clicking at the moment.

Debra:^)
Miss P
Do not apologize for your post.
"Make Choices that bring you joy" cl-Patty
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Sharon
Hope you feel better soon,
Kat
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C
I wish I could just give you a big fat hug. I'm sorry to hear you have nothing great to report from the doctor. Hope your MRI goes well.
Your parenting style, good or bad, has nothing to do with how your son behaves. He makes his own decisions and he'll have to learn to deal with that. It doesn't matter what you or DH do, your son will just turn out how he turns out. He may blame you for it, but it's not your fault.
We all have times when we feel negative. You certainly have reason for it these days. Sometimes it's hard to know what is the right thing to do. Just keep plugging along. We're here for you. We're all in this together.
Lori
Lori
I'll be thinking of you as your tests continue and hoping for the best for you, DH and DS.
Donna
You're all the very best!
Susan