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I'm going to say it and then maybe
| Fri, 10-31-2003 - 7:26am |
it will get out of my system and I'll be able to deal better. To put it best, life stinks around here lately. Daily headaches that have no rhyme nor reason to them except that they are a daily part of my day. Sometimes all day, sometimes only a portion of the day but nevertheless there. Coping 9 to 5 and trying to stay focused on the details of my job have become a daily struggle. I will say that my boss has been wonderful and has overlooked some of my bigger blunders and is constantly asking if I'm OK. Weekly, bi-weekly visits to various drs/tests etc with no answers and/or solutions, constantly changing medications that have all kinds of different effects on me but none of them seeming to be able to control my bp. I have 2 kids that aren't speaking at the moment and with the words exchanged between them I'm not sure their issues will ever be resolved. The oldest is getting ready to undergo surgery and while trying to keep her calm my insides are in a knot and at one point she viewed me as not caring. DH is still constantly worried with the auto industry being very quiet at the moment that the ax may not be far off. I have found no "aha" moments in all this. I always want to feel that there is plenty of good things in life but for right now I'm having a bit of trouble finding it.
I've been slowing incorporating exercise back into my routine and better foods have more of an appeal to me as the headache situation is not as constant this week and don't seem to be lasting as long. Hopefully that will continue to improve and/or the neurologist will have some suggestions although DD's surgery may have to take place on that day and that appointment will have to be canceled.
With that said I'm hoping for good things to become more of a focus and finding better ways of dealing with the bad.
Susan

Susan,
You certainly are under a lot of stress lately.
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Keep on with the exercise. It will release tension and relieve stress. Eating better will make you feel better about yourself even if your headaches don't go away. Keep up with your doc and try to keep your chin up. I know how hard this has been for you but it will get better. Take care.
Lori
Lori
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Kat
Here are some more cyber hugs, Susan. What a full plate you have right now. I wish I could take some of that stress off you.
I missed what kind of surgery you DD is having. I hope it isn't anything too serious. I will keep her in my prayers, as well as, you. There has to be some relief in sight for you soon.
Hang in there with the good eating and exercise. You need it for you and it is good that it gives you some relief.
I may not be here often, but always know I think of you constantly. If a dinner out will help, we could meet.
HUGS again.
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Phyllis
I hope that things start getting better. I do understand the stress and stuff affecting your job. Thank goodness you have a good boss.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
Little
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I remember this time last year being hit with everything from all sides and how difficult it was. I wondered if things would ever get better.
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