What do you wish for?

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Registered: 04-06-2003
What do you wish for?
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Sat, 04-24-2004 - 3:06pm
Just a question for you all..........do you ever wish for something? I do not mean like peace on earth or to end world hunger. I know these are really important things and I do not want you to think I do not care. That is not the reason behind this post. I just want to know do you ever think about you? I keep wishing to myself to be happy with my body and myself. I am not, but I guess not enough to keep making those positive changes and stick with them. I am looking everyday at a two pictures of me stuffed into that dress we ordered for my sisters wedding in Sept. I had to order a size 16, very depressing for me. I want to be able to tuck my shirt into my jeans, and to not squeeze into my jeans. I feel hungry and I wish I knew what to do to control it. I had a nice healthy salad around 1:30 with turkey and a hard boiled egg on top. I should not be hungry but I am. I look like my grandmother this afternoon, dressed in my jeans. Sad, very sad. Tomorrow we are going racing and those Sunday's just kill me. My inlaws stop and bring those darn Dunkin Munchins........I asked them not to, but they are anyway. Because the kids like them, and they said I was being unfair to them. Am I? Hubby looked at me and said......well just do not eat them. I know, I need to work on my will power and focus on that. It just seems like I do not have any. Sorry for the pitty party, but I was just looking for some way to vent. Thanks for listening.

Deb

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Sun, 04-25-2004 - 11:22pm

Hi Deb,


What a good post you started!

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