Approaching a different set of numbers..

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Registered: 04-14-2004
Approaching a different set of numbers..
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Wed, 11-10-2004 - 11:00am
on the scale that is. I started in the 80's now I am hitting the 40's. I try to do the baby steps thing, so each set of numbers is an increment that I have accomplished. I am going on Friday morning to get my body fat tested. I do believe my home Tanita scale is all messed up. I keep it in the bathroom, the weight part is consistent, but the bf% is screwey. It just can't be right, seriously.

I am wearing a pair of my 31x32s that I have been eyeing for some time. I actually weigh less now than I did when I got prego with Ray. She was #4. Strange enough, I was really happy back then and felt sexy. Now I am just riding myself to the very last pound, wondering if that will make me feel "sexier" or if it from somewhere else I need to draw that conclusion. Dh adn i have been fighting like cats and dogs. We actually spent several nights apart over the last week and I am in the midst of doing alot of soul searching right now.

Hmmm...sorry, maybe TMI, but my bf in the world is in France (bad timing :-() and I am rambling....

So.....almost in teh 40's. I am going to be optimistic!

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Registered: 04-14-2004
Thu, 11-11-2004 - 10:26am
Hey, Steffy! I think some, any, at this poing phone hanky panky would br GREAT!! UUGGHH! Kidding, a little. Dh has said that he has always thought I was beautiful, even at nine months prego, but the intellectual part of me thinks "yeah, right". I do own mirrors...LOL! He also said that I wouldn't be happy until all men think I am beautiful and he doesn't want me becoming something everyone else is going to want. But, that souds kind of selfish. I really just want to look good in the vast number of clothes I own in a certain size. It is somewhat flattering, I just wish he would be a little more supportive sometimes about working out and eating right, ya know...

Last night was a bit better. We talked a little bit. Things can get stuffy around here now and then. Not to mention my two girls had the stomach flu, yuck! They are feeling better today, but talk about pouring rain.

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Registered: 08-18-2003
Thu, 11-11-2004 - 3:20pm

I'm glad to hear the girls are feeling better today...and as for you and dh talking a little bit last night ~ all I have to say is BABY STEPS!!

~~ Steffy ~~
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Registered: 04-14-2004
Thu, 11-11-2004 - 4:05pm
Oh, that...no I haven't, at all. I'm a wimp! That's pretty neat you have a pal nearby! I absolutely love it here!

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