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|Sat, 05-29-2004 - 5:09pm|
I'm 13W preg and have been considering AB for 2 wks ... have waited until the Last Hour, have cancelled & rescheduled appt 2 times. (It took me so long, because I had considering keeping baby and/or hoping above all hope for miscarriage for 1st few wks - mentally denying preg, etc) I'm 40, single, no children, was in the relationship w/ father for 3 yrs. He will do his financial part, but will have NO involvement. I do NOT wanna be a single mom ... am so fearful of this. I am so afraid of the child facing a life of no father or being rejected by father.
I never planned on this pregnancy and still would prefer and have prayed hard for a miscarriage. I'm just so afraid of after feelings of abortion. But, it seems that I'm more afraid of being a single Mom and an unwed pregnancy/birth. Thank You for any insight. I've searched so many websites, etc .... am just exhausted ;-)
Edited 5/29/2004 5:52 pm ET ET by luv2travel04