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|Fri, 05-19-2006 - 5:12am|
I talked to my family doctor( has been my doctor through all 3 pregnancies) today and he seemed so cold and said he could only give me a medical opinion and it wasn't his place to say anything else. I mainly wanted to make sure with my female problems, it would not cause more medical problems. I suddenly feel so sick about the whole thing. I know that it would be the best choice for my kids and I and then I feel like i am taking the lazy way out of this by not being responsible for my actions. I am scared that afterwards, I will not be able to cope with this. The few people who do know about this situation all feel differently and try to give me different advice. Like " you should know how wrong this is, read what the bible says", or "you shouldn't have layed down and spread your legs if you weren't willing to deal with the consequences", like how can some man possibly know what he would do in his situation?I have warned the father of this child to stay away from me or I will take it to the next level and file a restraining order against him. I feel so alone and just sick with this. My appointment is for next thursday and I hope I can find some solace by then. Just being at the doctors today made it more real and I wonder if when I go in, if I won't end up running out or something.