Venting and rambling a bit...
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Venting and rambling a bit...
| Tue, 06-21-2005 - 11:39am |
I feel pretty stressed this week. The surgery is on my mind almost constantly. Even when I sleep, I dream about it. I wake up confused and scared and it's not fun. The stress, along with AF is affecting my energy. DH and I were supposed to lift today but decided to do it tomorrow since neither of us is feeling very energetic. I haven't been running because the effort doesn't seem worth it given that I'll have to start over once I get past the initial recovery stages. It's also harder to be on track with my food since I've got the hormones and the stress raging. *sigh* I keep thinking "This time next week...." and it's scaring the bejeesus out of me. I'm sure I'll be fine but the unknown can be rather frightening.
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| Tue, 06-21-2005 - 2:41pm |
It's funny how your period can play with your emotions, even though logically you know that's all it is, it can still get you down. The surgery is a big deal and it's normal to be apprehensive at this point.
