Anyone here ever taken anything like ...
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|Thu, 11-14-2002 - 6:02pm|
Anyone here ever taken anything like kava kava or any other natural product? (m)
Did it help? Just wondering...
Sorry I was so quiet in chat last night. I'm usually quiet but last night I just had too much on my mind. I'm going to West Virginia next weekend to see Christmas lights. I hear it's an awesome display and I would kick myself if I didn't go. Thing is, it's a church group that is going and we WERE going to take a 47 passenger bus and a 22 passenger bus. I was hoping so much to get on the 22 passenger bus. Well last night when I turned my money in for the trip the church secretary told me that she called and cancelled the 22 passenger bus because only 44 of us are going. This means that I am going to be on this bus with allll those people. I know you all understand how I'm feeling about this. My church's pianist was in the secretary's office when she told me that there would be 44 of us on one bus and she saw how I reacted to the news. On our way out to our cars she asked me if I had ever thought about taking anything for anxiety and I told her yes but my doctor seemed to forget to prescribe anything. She told me that she has taken meds for anxiety before. It was kind of nice that she opened up to me that she knows how I'm feeling. I hope this trip goes ok... What I am afraid will happen is this: By the time we get to WV to see the lights I will be so exhausted from the anxiety that I won't be able to enjoy them!
This weekend I am going to a church women's retreat. I am scared about this too but at least it's just a few of us and I can get up and take a walk outside the cabin if I need to. I have gone to several retreats with mostly the same women over the past few years but never understood why I was so uncomfortable. At least now I know *what* this feeling is.
OK, this post got LONG! All I wanted to do was ask one question and I rambled instead. LOL