My weekend was good...now it is bad a...
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|Mon, 02-10-2003 - 12:05pm|
My weekend was good...now it is bad again with the start of another BORING week! (M)
My fiance' and I went to Indianapolis for the weekend just to get away and do something different. I had a really great time, we hadn't been on a trip together in a long time. It was good for me to get away, b/c since we were away somewhere I couldn't make up excuses to not go out to a restaurant etc., I felt I had to go since we drove all that way! So, it was good for me!
Now, I am starting to feel down again sitting in the apartment. I realize "here goes another week of just sitting here"! I feel so useless.....! My new insurance hasn't gone through yet so I had to cancel my new therapy appointment for tomorrow & I have to go to my psychiatrist today and pay out of pocket so I can get my meds refilled! AHHHHHH....!! I am broke! And I feel so bad that my fiance's paying all our apt bills! We used to split them all when I was working.
I looked through the classifieds again all last night and circled a few choices. I am going to try and get up the nerve to call a few! I get so nervous even calling about a job- JOBS freak me out! Weird huh! I used to not freak until working there for awhile...now I think I have blown it all way out of proportion and now I have anxiety just thinking about calling and asking about the position or interviewing! What is happening to me??????????
Thanks for listening you all! Trish