It's been tooo long (overly emotional)
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|Tue, 08-02-2011 - 6:38pm|
Hey ladies.. sorry I haven't posted anything on me lately.. I just feel like i have no support every where i look it get nothing it seems. I took some me time and i still feel worse.. its soo bad i even talked to the dr about it. I think im ALREADY depressed.
Im 35 weeks now.. and everything is ready for the baby :) However I long fight of foreclosure has ended.. and we lost. When we bought the house.. I asked the realitor about proptery tax and she said it will only rise 50 at the most.. in one year it went 300 then the next 200 so my 700 dollar mortage.. ended up being 1600.. and we can't afford it on top of everything else lights cell phone internet.. cars... babies.. dogs... and i just threw my towel in and told DH i was done.. its too expensive to live out here and its just not worth it to me any more.. so 2 weeks after im due we are moving. Our credit will be ruined for years.. but what else can we do??
I haven't had any family seem interested in my pregnancy or anything. ONE friend offered to help me for 2 weeks which at the time i was soo estatic and couldn't wait now that they are here.. i can't WAIT for them to leave.. it truly is annoying to continously be playing host. Ive gotten soo irrated lately i can't even stand myself. All they do is eat junk food every 2 hours saying its for heatlh reason.. and i understand people with low blood sugar need to do that.. but that isn't the case here.. hes just lazy.. doesn't excerise or eat right.. he can sit and eat 20 piece chicken nugget and super size fries.. if i even attempted to do it.. i can only eat 7 nuggest and a handful of fries and im done. all he does is sit on his computer and say hes studying for next semester which is great but then again.. why can't he stay in his room doing that.. why must he be up my butt like another child. Any time my phone goes off say text message or phone call he wants to know WHO is taling to me and WHAT about.. I finally snapped one day and told him it was none of his business that they were texting ME not him.. Then every morning i get up at 6am with the boys feed them clean up house a little and here he comes walking in.. going soo whats the latest BS for the day.. OMG dude i seriously dont need to tell you my every move!