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|Sat, 05-14-2011 - 4:25pm|
UGH.. so last month we had to burrow money for a family friend in orderto make it last month this month we are finally able to afford things ourselfs..and BOOM thursdaymorning I wake up with ANOTHER infected TOOTH.. UGH.. im soo sick of it.. I brush my teeth 2-3 times a day i floss all the time.. Im soo anal about my teeth its ridiculous but every 3-4 months a tooth goes bad on me. We can't afford a root canal.. but since its a back tooth.. they can just Yank it! But that cost 100 :( We dont have!.
So either I pawn my ring off and not tell my DH or I deal with the pain and not eatting. My detints caleld me in an antibotic and pain pills but its day 3 and nothings working :( Im soo depressed today. My brother who makes over 100k a year.. wont even loan me 50.. I have never asked my family for help.. or for money.. until now.. and I get told no :( It very much upsets me family is suppose to take care of one another and myf amily doesn't give a rats butt about me. Makes me think sucidial thoughts at that point.. Im not love enough just by my DH.. that is all.
Doesnt' matter how hard we try.. we will always fall short.