sooo tired of this!!

Ok, I have a 4 month old and we have had quite the journey. I am a single mom (right now, my husband is deployed for a year) with no family close by with a colicy baby that had tongue tie and couldn't latch well. Nobody noticed this in the hospital and I fought my way through the first 6 weeks of breastfeeding with bleeding, cracked nipples and many tears shed. Then I finally found out about tongue tie and told my lactation consultant, that I thought my son had it.