listening to them CIO

ARGH! We are currently sleep training Miss10mnths and it is hard! I am currently listening to her cry her heart out and it hurts me big time. We are on night 3 only. We sleep trained Miss3yrold when she was 13 months and I remember sleeping in a room where I couldn't hear her cry. Miss3yrold didn't want to nap either. Miss10mnth old is usually good at napping and going to sleep, but then wakes up and needs to be fed/held. Today's morning nap went well. Today's afternoon nap went terribly.

I know it's worth it in the end, but it's so hard in the meantime. Last night Miss3yrold and I went to stay at my Mum's. Tonight Miss3yrold is staying at my Mum's by herself. I think I will sleep on the couch or in with the cat.

Hubbie and I are snapping at each other cause it's so heart renching and you never know if you are actually doing the right thing.

Just wanted to vent.