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Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:04pm

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

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In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 10:13pm
veercan2005 wrote:

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

Aww Glenda,
Sorry to hear you guys have been so down but sure can understand it ::sigh::
Kids .. ::shaking head::
Hope you do get to the doctor soon though .. this week ?
Hang in there & feel better.
Remember we are always here for you :)





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In reply to: veercan2005
Tue, 01-03-2012 - 12:12am
veercan2005 wrote:
wildflower05 wrote:

So glad to hear from you Glenda.

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Tue, 01-03-2012 - 1:11am

Oh, Glenda, another sad Christmas for you. So sorry to hear this for you deserve better.

You and Grant just hold onto each other tightly and take good care of yourselves. Stay off of that ice too if you can!!

Hope the doctors can fix you up and you'll be feeling better soon!!

I can certainly understand you being depressed. You can come here and talk to us anytime, anytime at all, and you'll always find a caring shoulder to cry on!!

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Tue, 01-03-2012 - 11:16am
hugss wrote:
veercan2005 wrote:

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

Aww Glenda,
Sorry to hear you guys have been so down but sure can understand it ::sigh::
Kids .. ::shaking head::
Hope you do get to the doctor soon though .. this week ?
Hang in there & feel better.
Remember we are always here for you :)



Thanks hugs

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Tue, 01-03-2012 - 11:18am
wildflower05 wrote:
veercan2005 wrote:
wildflower05 wrote:

So glad to hear from you Glenda.

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Tue, 01-03-2012 - 11:20am
neverstopping wrote:

Oh, Glenda, another sad Christmas for you. So sorry to hear this for you deserve better.

You and Grant just hold onto each other tightly and take good care of yourselves. Stay off of that ice too if you can!!

Hope the doctors can fix you up and you'll be feeling better soon!!

I can certainly understand you being depressed. You can come here and talk to us anytime, anytime at all, and you'll always find a caring shoulder to cry on!!


thanks donna

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