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Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:04pm

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

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Registered: 10-07-2008
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:22pm
Awww Glenda. Glad you are writing it out. It hurts. Ouch on your dh falling and feeling sore and ouch for your kidney.
Wow on the streets being icy.
not very nice of your kids ignoring you both.
my swh family is polite to me but never really talk to me, so I know the feeling. Glad my swh is not like that.
Take it easy.
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Registered: 04-25-2011
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:42pm

Hi - I really don't know anyone here - I do visit - geez - I'm really sorry about your Holidays

It sounds misrable - really sorry

Hope 2012 is better

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Registered: 03-08-2005
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:45pm
sweetrose007x wrote:
Awww Glenda. Glad you are writing it out. It hurts. Ouch on your dh falling and feeling sore and ouch for your kidney.
Wow on the streets being icy.
not very nice of your kids ignoring you both.
my swh family is polite to me but never really talk to me, so I know the feeling. Glad my swh is not like that.
Take it easy.


Ya it makes the holidays hard to handle. next year we want it to be different. we may find a way to go to bc for part of the holiday or somewhere else.

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In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:47pm
chamadar wrote:

Hi - I really don't know anyone here - I do visit - geez - I'm really sorry about your Holidays

It sounds misrable - really sorry

Hope 2012 is better

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Registered: 01-18-2003
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 5:54pm
veercan2005 wrote:

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

Glenda, I sure am sorry about your Christmas with family. So unfair of your kids to treat you that way.

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Registered: 03-08-2005
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 6:03pm
gram2katnsam wrote:
veercan2005 wrote:

Well it has been an emotional holiday.

Christmas eve at Thomas`s and Jess`s. Greg, Shannon and Colby were there. And the incredible max(the puppy) in training. Ever feal like an outsider in your own family...we did. got to hold the baby for a little while.

Christmas day alone till grant asked aj if he would please come over for a while. He showed up stoned, got his gifts and left. again nothing for us.

Boxing day alone again. It has been a long week. we had a friend that works with grant stop in.

friday we went and got new tires on the truck and some groceries.

new years eve was windy and we sat in front of the tv.

Today the streets are sheet ice and we are still at home alone.

I think i cried all christmas day. not a call from all the kids. Then boxing day we get a call from thomas...he proposed. Well the sews it all up. it will be all her family from now on. Apparently they are making wedding plans...i found out on facebook. nice.

So we have been so depressed here. Working on training the pup. the older dog prince bites him if he gets close. I have a bladder infection and dh fell off his semi backwards just before christmas...so he is sore too.

So with the depression i havent been on. I need to get the the dr this week. i think i have a kidney stone again as i was passing blood.

Well that is about it. Didnt want to depress you all...just trying to figure out why i had children. oh and arliss is still on the missing list. havent heard from him since october

Glenda, I sure am sorry about your Christmas with family. So unfair of your kids to treat you that way.

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Registered: 10-07-2008
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 6:31pm
Yes just treat yourselves at a nice place and go walking somewhere festive.
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Registered: 08-08-2003
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 7:02pm

So glad to hear from you Glenda.

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Registered: 03-08-2005
In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 8:40pm

we will have to

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In reply to: veercan2005
Mon, 01-02-2012 - 8:42pm
wildflower05 wrote:

So glad to hear from you Glenda.

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