Last Baby for Me...Kind of Hitting Me Hard Now
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|Fri, 03-09-2012 - 6:39am|
I have been saying all of this time that I cannot wait for this pregnancy to be over. It's been unfun and I've had more pains this time around and scares. My mom was telling me that I should enjoy it as much as I could because it will be my last time. However, I was stubborn and insisted that I didn't care, I just wanted it to be over.
Now I still feel like "I can't wait for this to be over." But at the same time I don't want it to end. I was watching A Baby Story and the lady put it in a way I totally agree with. I am not saying that I want more children but it is sad because it is an end of a period of my life. I will never revisit this period in my life again. This is it for me. Next time I hold a baby, after this one, will be my grandchild (hopefully).
Each time I feel Adam move inside of me I stop what I am doing and I try and enjoy it (even if it does hurt like h*ll!). Every time he hiccups I will hold my belly