Severe depression and anxiety.

I am pregnant for the first time. It's a baby boy and due August 8th 2011.
I was in an abusive relationship for two and a half years that I just couldnt break free from. He was controlling, abusive, angry, and cruel. It was my first serious relationship, it began my Freshman year and ended my Junior year when I finally got the nerve to cheat on him. I knew that would end it for good, even though it was 100% against my beliefs. I loved him and had intended to give him the world, but he couldn't seem to handle it. He accused me of cheating (before I actually had), he told me who I could and couldn't speak to, and where I can go, when I could leave,