Number FOUR on the way!

Hello, all. I feel a little silly posting on here again after all this time... my youngest is now almost 2, she was a November 2009 sweet potato, born Dec 2nd 2009. I was a single mommy back then with no support from her daddy and already had two children from a previous marriage. Now I am expecting #4 completely not planned by me although my darling boyfriend purposely tried getting me pregnant. I was on Seasonique and got pregnant anyways with NO antibiotics or other interventions. Life is crazy sometimes, huh? When I was here before in 2009 I was living with my parents and trying to get back on my feet again. Now I have a stable relationship with a man who really wants this child, and I am freaking out! I guess a part of me is terrified that I will be left to raise another baby on my own. But here I am. My period was late so I took 4, yes 4 tests to make ABSOLUTELY sure that it was a line and not a shadow I was seeing. Two lines, plain as day. One test was rather diluted and came out pretty light but the three others made it pretty clear that I am pregnant. I am due July 20th and will be undergoing progesterone treatments to sustain the pregnancy. My B/F and I do not live together so we have a lot to figure out. I am excited, though! Pretty sure this is my last baby and I want to enjoy every second of it! ;-) Thanks for letting me make my intro ladies! A happy and healthy pregnancy to each and every one of you! - Mandie