Please pray for us...(infant loss mentioned)

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Please pray for us...(infant loss mentioned)
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Thu, 03-15-2012 - 2:37pm

So last Tuesday, 3/6 around 4:40 p.m. I had what felt like my water breaking...my husband was home and my mom was over visiting. After waiting a few minutes, I stood up and fluid was gushing out. We called 911 right away and then brought me to the hospital. They did an u/s and the babies looked OK at the moment but they brought me up to L&D and I was still leaking a lot of fluid this whole entire time, I was devastated and thought my water broke and that I'd lose them all in a matter of hours/days.

Well this leaking continued and after several ultrasounds the dr. determined that Baby A's amniotic sac had ruptured and she had barely any fluid left, and she was head down and very close to my cervix. We waited and prayed but at 1:56 a.m. on Friday morning 3/9 our little angel Aislyn Reese was born. She stayed with us for about 2 hours until she passed, and weighed 7 oz. and was 8 inches long, she looked exactly like her daddy. It has been devastating and heartbreaking to say the least...

Here we are almost a week after her birth and the rest of the babies are still hanging out but Baby B and Baby C appear to be ruptured as well. I am in bed for 24 hours a day, on tons of medication, vitamins, and antibiotics, and every day we pray that we get closer to them growing faster so that we can come out of this with at least 1 baby.

At this point, the dr. is thinking that I will eventually deliver Baby B and Baby C too, but Baby D has great fluid and looks perfectly fine. We are praying for a miracle and hoping for the best while expecting the worst. I will stay here for the next 3 months if that's what it takes.

So that's what's going on with us for now. The dr. said there's nothing I could have done but sometimes this just happens. I feel so helpless and think of my Aislyn every minute of every day.

 


*~*Taryn


DH (26) and I (25) have been married since May 15, 2009 and TTC baby #1 since

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Mon, 04-02-2012 - 9:18pm
Taryn I am so sorry to see your sad update:( you are such a strong woman- know we are all thinking of you and praying for you and your family. I hope Harper stays put- I'm glad she's doing so well!!
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Mon, 04-02-2012 - 9:22pm
So so sorry for your loss Taryn :( I've been thinking of you and your girls every day. Hoping and praying that Harper holds on and everything goes well from here until when you bring your little miracle home. Your other three girls were SUCH fighters, they were amazing. Wonderful little girls watching over you and Harper for the rest of your lives. ((hugs)) Rest in peace Aislyn, Nevan and Layden.
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Mon, 04-02-2012 - 9:39pm

Taryn, I cannot imagine what it must be like to go through everything you and your husband have gone through on this journey. I am so sorry for the loss of your three beautiful girls. I will continue to pray for you, your husband, and little Harper. She is such a miracle, as were all three of her sisters, how wonderful for her that she will always have her three sisters watching over her from Heaven! I will be praying that Harper remains doing well and thriving and that you and your husband will one day get to take your perfect little girl home with you. Stay strong and keep us posted on how things are going. *Hugs* :heart:

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Mon, 04-02-2012 - 10:11pm
I am so sorry for your losses. My prayers will continue to be with you and your family, and your tiny Harper.
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Tue, 04-03-2012 - 12:39pm
So sorry to hear about your losses. Prayers for your Harper..
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Tue, 04-03-2012 - 3:53pm
I'm so sorry Taryn. You are in my heart and prayers. Stay strong Harper!
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Tue, 04-03-2012 - 8:12pm

Thank you for giving us an update. I am so sorry for your losses and will continue to pray for you and baby Harper. I admire your strength in all of this. We're all rooting for you.

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Wed, 04-04-2012 - 1:27am
I'm so very sorry for your losses. I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers.
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Wed, 04-04-2012 - 9:30pm
Taryn you have shown us such strength during this difficult time. I am sad for your loss of babies Nevan and Layden. But I think it is great that you are focusing on Harper and getting her through the next few months! I will continue to pray for you, your husband, and Harper as you continue this pregnancy. Know that all three of your little girls have a place in our hearts and no matter what happens they have made an impact in our lives. (((Hugs)))

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Thu, 04-05-2012 - 4:03pm

I am soooooo sorry to hear of this!!!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend