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|Tue, 01-17-2012 - 5:15pm|
I had light brown spotting from Saturday night through Monday afternoon and it left me on a roller coaster of emotions: freaking out, thinking everything is fine, everything in between. I haven't had any more spotting today yet, but I have had some mild AF type cramps for the past several days and just feel different and not as pregnant any more. Even though my cramping/spotting symptoms haven't gotten any worse, I'm losing hope and just feeling like something is wrong. Making things worse, DH has been out of town all weekend at a conference and staying with other people there, so we've hardly had much chance to talk about any of this, and now we're on different pages about it. I just talked to him on the phone and he's still happily thinking we're pregnant and that we shouldn't worry about the spotting; I feel a lot more pessimistic at this point. Couldn't really discuss it yet as I'm at work and don't have a private place to talk. We'll talk tonight.
I was so sure I was pregnant, I knew it from before even the first day of my missed period and didn't even feel like I needed to POAS to verify it. And I was. This is my first pregnancy so it was kind of amazing to me how I just "knew". And now I feel almost as strongly that I am just not pregnant any more. I hope I'm wrong.