checking in almost a year later
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|Mon, 11-19-2012 - 11:38am|
Hi Ladies, Next month right before Christmas will mark a year that we lost our little one at 15 weeks 1 day, I spent Christmas knowing that I would be going in for a D and C on 12/27. The loss is the most difficult thing I have ever gone thru. I dont know if its any comfort but over the past year most of the time I have been fine. It does get easier but then there are things like an anniversary date of the loss or an ultrasound pic on Facebook that will trigger the emotion. It is a combination of those things for me today. A FB friend posted her u/s pic at 11 wks 1 day and I thought how much further along I was when we lost or sweet angel :( I hope everyone is doing well and the only thing I can offer the new members would be that you never forget them completely but somehow you manage to move ahead I guess. We are still so terrified to try again. We have tenatively agreed that we will NT/NP next month after my cycle starts but we are both so scared of another loss. I can picture myself chickening out when the time comes. I have been taking multi vitamins every day this cycle as that is something my doc recommended I make sure I do 30 days ahead of TTC. HUGS everyone.