I would be heading into my second trimester today
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|Wed, 02-08-2012 - 6:42pm|
I would be 13 weeks today..... Starting my second trimester.... I would have told more people today.
But now I just have to tell those very few who knew that I lost the baby. Of course. it's hard when the few people I told I was pregnant go and tell a few of their friends/family and then I run into them and they just grin at me and ask how I am feeling and if I have a due date.... I have to awkwardly tell them the hard news. Ughhh! I feel like just wearing a shirt that says, 'Don't ask"! and on the back "Pregnant women walk away- don't let me see you".
It's hard to put things into words. I feel a little less angry. Each day is definately better. I try not to think about how many weeks I would be and if my tummy would be poking out. But there are moments that I do dwell on these things and I can't shake it. I really wish this hadn't happened. I know it would have been hard, but I know that it would have worked out. This summer is going to be a struggle, since I would have been due in August. I just wish I knew what had happened... I wish I could have seen the ultrasound....