our 2nd angel
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|Sat, 06-09-2012 - 2:49pm|
I know this feeling of, going into an ultrasound, being optimistic and 'thinking' all is going well....just to find out there is no more heartbeat!!
I was 8 weeks and one day, 'feeling' pregnant, nauseous, sore boobies, bloated, peeing for two....then BAM, no heartbeat!! Our baby must've died either the night before the u/s or the morning, just as we were going in.....the fetal pole was even measuring correctly, but just no heart flutter seen, on the screen....I was still having pregnancy symptoms last night! But, today, they have lessened dramatically.
Since I am 44, that was our last time trying.....I couldn't take the emotional roller coaster of trying again, anyway! Just sucks....I don't know WHY God hates me so much, to do this to me AGAIN!!