First, thank you for the support.
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I totally understand how you feel. People kept telling me that I was lucky that I had 3 kids and I should be thankful for that. Truth is, they are right. It just hurts to hear it. It is interesting that the people in my life who have told me to move on were the ones that had not experienced it before. The ones who offered hugs and told me they understand were the ones who had experienced it.