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|Sun, 01-22-2012 - 12:47am|
I went back to work this week, which was okay. If I stayed busy, if I had any down time I found myself very sad and fighting back tears. Today I went out shopping, first time since I found out Ihad miscarried. I was in Old Navy and I was doing ok, until I rounded the corner and WHAM walked right into the maternity section. It literally took my breath away and brought tears to my eyes. I quickly exited the store.
I just cry out of the blue sometimes. I just miss the excitement and the being pregnant. I feel stupid having cravings... I will never eat another chicken wing again.
It's just a sad time right now.......i can't escape babies or pregnant women. It's just not fair. I am estranged from the father, and have no desire to be with a man, which makes me scared that I will never have another baby.