Need a little hope...

Oh goodness! I am first so sorry for the loss of Caitrin and now the loss of your pregnancy. Both are such a hard pill to swallow and you have already been through so much. I didn't have a miscarriage when we TTC again, but I was worried about not being able to get pregnant again or miscarrying. I would suggest that if you are not already seeing a counseling, a good grief counselor could def help you through these rough times. Life is such a challenge just with the loss of your Baby and now dealing with this. Don't give up trying - miscarriages do happen and they are emotionally traumatic! I think about our missing angels quite often and I think they are there with their brother so he is not alone. (((HUGS)))