Didn't think I would be back here again....

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Registered: 12-31-2009
Didn't think I would be back here again....
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Tue, 11-08-2011 - 5:44pm

Good evening ladies, its been a while since I was on here. I first came here in December of 2009 after loosing my son Ethan at 35wks. I am sad to say that his little brother, Evan, who was due January 2, 2012, grew his wings on November 1. 2011. My heart is sickened that I have to go through this again. I just don't understand. I was positive that with all the medication and doctor visits that I would be coming home with a healthy baby boy. I have APS and was on 40mg of Lovenox, but they do not know if that is the cause of Evan's death as well.Today, we buried Evan at the feet of Ethans. It was the again the hardest thing I had to do. I am so angry, so lost, so confused, and so sad!

Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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Registered: 02-12-2010

I'm so so sorry for both of your losses. I will pray for you and your family that you find the strength to endure through this painful time.

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Registered: 05-18-2008

Oh NO Momma! I am so sorry for Evan's loss. My words fail me - just know that you are loved and every heart is breaking for you. Please let us know if we can do anything for you. You are in my thoughts and heart (((HUGS)))

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Registered: 11-13-2008

I'm so, so sorry that you suffered another loss :(

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Registered: 12-27-2010

I am so sorry that you are here again and sorry for both of your losses.

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Registered: 12-25-2007

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

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Registered: 01-18-2004
I am so, so sorry that you have to be here again. I wish there a way to make this easier for you but I know there aren't. My thoughts and prayers are with and your family.
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Registered: 10-06-2010

I am so sorry for the loss of yet another son. I can not imagine the pain of this twice! I lost my son Nolan in Sept of 2010 he was the last of my four children. Everyday is a heartache with him gone. I also was on 40mg of Lovenox (i refer to it as the death drug!!!) the Dr's beg me to take it with my son Levi and i said No...he was born healthy and Alive in July of 2009. when to our surprise i was pregnant in March of 2010. at age 43 and having Protein S (a blood clot disorder) they convinced me my last two healthily pregnancies

Lilypie
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Registered: 02-12-2010

So sorry for your loss.