I can't believe I am here. I never wanted to be a part of this group.
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|Sat, 10-16-2010 - 5:22pm|
Hello, my name is Alex and my son, Elliott Christopher Hudson was born still yesterday at 2:46 am at 26 weeks. He was 1LB 4oz and 11.25 inches long. He was perfect and we do not know yet what went devastating remember coming on this board in the past reading devastating posts and crying to myself thinking how incredibly horrible everyone's situation was and now I am here. This is simply unreal.
My husband and I have a 3 1/2 year old daughter who was so excited for this baby. We are devastated for so many reasons. We didn't yet know Elliott but love him so much - our hearts ache.
I can't help but thinking about 1000 things I did wrong - feeling responsible for my own child's death. I am a believer in Christ and know that my son is in a perfect place with the Lord. I am looking to share my story, get support and comfort and provide that for others as best that I can.
Your prayers are appreciated, Alex