another month of hope....gone

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-25-2008
another month of hope....gone
Fri, 03-12-2010 - 8:20pm

the good news is.... i dont have to wait for my period anymore.

the bad news is.. thats all the good theres there is.

can someone just hit me over the head.. i honestly feel the pain would be less

my good friends are pregnant... and i dont go around them. im a horrible friend. somedays i wish they would just call me up and say... jen... id like to go to lunch with you anyways.. even if your emotional.

but u know what... id probably be sad either way.

my hubby just said today... and i may need to remind you i love him looooooooooooooooooooooooooooots... but he said... maybe jen.. your just wanting what you cant have...

well of course!! i want autumn... and cant have her.. but he knows i know he ment in the area of cant have another.......

oh well... life goes on and i have to wake up and do another day.

what a joy

yes... that line was sarcastic


iVillage Member
Registered: 08-27-2007
Sun, 03-14-2010 - 1:06pm

Oh sweetie. I am so sorry. I wish I could just reach through the moniter and hug you. Its tramatic. SO few understand that concept.

You need to wake up another day, b/c thats all we have. Another day. And another. And we take these little steps foreward that somehow magically become bigger steps, and then we are walking.

But its not an overnight process. Your right. But sweetie, it happens.

IF you need to talk, need to vent, e-mail me through my profile anytime. Anytime.

              *Praying for my best friend, my Dad*


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Registered: 12-03-2009
Thu, 03-18-2010 - 10:04am


Right here with ya.

*sits down and cries*

Next month?

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