Anyone else tired????

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Anyone else tired????
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Wed, 12-09-2009 - 4:17pm

I've really just been lurking lately, as we're not trying/not preventing.

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Registered: 10-09-2008
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 6:13pm

Hi Aimee it's probably just the Holidays coming up that is making you on edge but I hope you get better soon


My sweet baby boys Josh and Jesse were born into the arms of Jesus on January 11th 2008. They will always be missed and remain living in my heart forever!

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Wed, 12-09-2009 - 6:45pm
yes. i just wait for the time of day i can go to bed and not think about anything.
the days are getting a bit easier but i am looking forward to a new year and hope it brings good fortune.
breathing exercises are wonderful for when you feel like it is all too much. it's just a matter of remembering to do them ;)
hugs, susie
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Registered: 06-26-2008
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 7:30pm

Idk, maybe it's because I'm still in a fog-like state most of the time?! Like I'm not always really sure what's going on?

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Wed, 12-09-2009 - 7:31pm

I second your emotions. I think for me it is a combo of the holidays, the TTC roller coaster and watching people around me have babies and conceive easily and not us. More than tired, I think I just feel like "ENOUGH", I have had ENOUGH of so many things. Just trying to work through it.

Mimi


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Registered: 06-26-2008
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 8:42pm

That is an incredibly accurate description of how I'm feeling, Mimi!


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Wed, 12-09-2009 - 9:20pm

I agree with you Mimi. I have had ENOUGH of everything. I think you put it perfectly. I had a major meltdown on Friday; the holidays, pregnant people and newborns surrounding me, and my son turning 2 without his little sister. I pray for a better 2010 for all of us!

-Lis

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Registered: 09-16-2008
Wed, 12-09-2009 - 9:27pm

Yes, I feel like everything sucks in my life right now...even though I am trying my hardest to stand up straight. I am trying too hard I think, I get mad at myself for spilling coffee or forgetting a bill. I really am just a ball of emotion waiting to explode! My hubby is deployed, it's only been 2 1/2 months since my baby died. And the holidays are here...and I think I have swine flu. So yeah, everything makes me mad and I'm really just tired of life. Tonight while I was taking my final exam in my medical terminology class online, a page failed to load and I got booted from the exam. At that point I just wanted to cry...

I think I made the mistake of not getting on anti-depressants.

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             &nbs

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Registered: 10-20-2008
Thu, 12-10-2009 - 11:36am
Aimee.. I hear you and feel the same way you do. I wish I could just go home ( I have to work) and crawl in bed and not come out until I have a healthy baby. I have been TTC way too long. Every friggin' person near me is pregnant or just had a baby. I tried 9 different anti-depressants and they never worked for me. My Dr actually said maybe I don't want to get better. yeah, OK! Grrr. Who wants to feel like this every day. It will be 18 months since I lost my son on Dec 19th. It is time for some things to start going my way for a change.

Cindy age 38, DH 44


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Chemical pregnancy Aug 5th 2009 Levon lost @ 28 weeks due to a cord accident June 19th 2008. TTC for 18 cycles and counting :(


 

 

 

 

Cindy

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Thu, 12-10-2009 - 11:43am

Aimee...


I am feeling the same way. I truly think the holidays are bringing out every emotion that I never expected. And even emotions that I usually dont have... which for me is... I am annoyed by any little thing.


Hang in there, hoping 2010 is much better for all of us.


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Registered: 11-16-2009
Fri, 12-11-2009 - 11:53pm

I agree with all of you. It has only been just over 3 months since we lost our Alexis and it is just killing me. I never imagined the holidays would be so rough. It all started with Thanksgiving and as religious as I am I just could not get "thankful", how could I be without my baby in my belly kicking around. My due date is comeing up at the end of Jan. and also my Grandmother, who is at the nursing home where I work, is on comfort measures only, prob wont make it through the weekend. I also pron messed up by never getting on any anti-depressent. I did have a pretty good Doctors appt. he told me he believed I would be prego by the time my next checkup will be in June. But gosh all the emotions are just too much all the time. I also can not remember to do anything, I have no energy to do anything. I could sleep the whole day away, the whole month, the whole next year until after I have a precious miracle baby in my arms again! It's the worst feeling I think humanly possible, and the holidays make it so much worse. I hear of all these people getting pregnant on "accident" and my stomach just feels like someone punched me everytime I see a pregnant anyone else pregnant. UGH!!!!

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