Having a hard time
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|Tue, 02-16-2010 - 1:20pm|
After talking over the weekend, it seems like the other plans we've made for our lives make it really logistically impossible to have another baby in the next few years. So after writing and re-writing this post, rambling to myself and deleting it, it looks like I've come to a conclusion. It wouldn't be a good time until we move out of this house and out of this high cost of living area, the twins are in full day public school, and I've been able to work for a few years.
I am incredibly sad about this. I had my hopes up that we could TTC this summer and all the kids would be close in age. It almost makes me sick to think about having to wait so long. We'll be in our 30's and solidly out of "the baby world" of diapers and naps. I don't even know if we will want another child at that point.
I'm still holding onto that glimmer that we can make it work out to try this summer as we have been planning for over a month, but it looks really grim right now :(