Talked to M about 11:30 (my PC keeps closing my window).
I guess you have to listen to the professionals. I'm calling dd's ped this morning & getting a referral for Nik & I. I think the whole last yr. has finally done both of us in. If I feel like crying all the time I can imagine how Nik feels. She hides in front of the TV every chance she gets if I don't catch her & the way this house is set up I usually don't catch her. She's miserable, school is horrible & she has a girl that calls her a lesbian & yes I had her tell the P & he was supposed to take care of it but the girl was really harrassing her yesterday again. Her grades have plummetted & she has no interest in anything. She clearly needs help to process what has happened this past yr. & how to deal w/the drastic changes in our lives. She has never lied to me & she does all the time now & I certainly don't need this stress on top of everything else I'm dealing with. I'm so hurt by her lying to me I just don't know how to handle it & I don't know what I did wrong all yr. did I not give her enough stability or emotional support? I don't know how to get my dd back & I need to.
Sorry I didn't mean to hijack your post.
Its like she just has given up & doesn't care about school or anything anymore. I'm really worried & since yesterday dh's blood pressure is very low. We're thinking he's being over medicated or at least I hope thats what it is. nik & I really can't take anymore downs in our life.